July 29, 2008

Do you go out in your house without lipstick?

I had a lady neighbor. She is 50 years old now but she look young on her age. SHe loves wearing lipstick in red color. She always have lipstick on when she is out in the house even though she will just visit next to their house. I sometimes ask her if can she go out without it. She said its just part of her grooming. Can we not groom ourselves without lipstick? Oh i will just have lipstick on if i will go to a party and dating and i want it just light color not as red as blood.

July 20, 2008

*My Experience here in Great Britain*

My first day was really great even though it's cold. Jetlag and everything. I've met all my hubby's friends and family and I'm glad they all like me and everythen's fine with our conversation. They're able to understand me and mehhh I was able too understand them to but not if they'll talked welsh..and when they'll talked fast..hmmmm. The next few days, I go out for a walk and to enhale fresh air co's i feel exhausted inside the house especially when the heater's on. I passed by to our neighbor's house, I've seen kids playing on their front yard. They're looking at me til I passed them and I noticed that and so I stopped and say hi and trying to make friends with them and I'm giggling co's they're so cute. They smiled back and talked to me for a bit and me I have my camera n my hand co's that time I am taking photographs at the same time so I asked them if they would like to pose for me and so they did. I was happy that time cos I felt like I am so welcome in my new place. The day after in the morning, we go out to buy food and for my stuff, then suddenly the father of the kids wave to my husband and he's trying to stop us, I thought he will just welcome me but sad to say I've heard a bad news. He told my husband that i did took a photograph and his wife wants me to delete the photograph that i took from the kids or else she will call a police. Shocks me so much and I said WHAT.. is that bad I am living here and I am not a gangster. So just deleted the pic and showed it to his face and said what the hell's going on with that woman. I felt like hmmm this isnt good. I am so embarassed and grrrrrrrrrrrrr I dont know what to think! It's unbelievable!There's nothen wrong with what I did. So I just let it go cos I dont want to create any mess in the name of my husband. So that's the terrible experince I got few days ago. Well! if she's planning to degrade me or treat me like a piece of a shit.. well then she better try me.. and I've seen her looking at me from head to toe.. she better watch out. Even if I am in diffrent race I have the right to stand and fight and hell yeah dont ever dare to cross me cos she will get what she want it and I can have money then for doing that to me.sue her for racism..hehehe... ok... til the next story...Tara...!

July 18, 2008

Falling In Love

How many of you believe in love at first site? Do you believe in lust is needed first? Personally, I think that you need to know the person, (like friends first,) before you can have love. Or, if you just met the person, (like at a bar,) then, lust is needed first. If you don't have physical attraction, then a relationship would not be able to be formed. I met my boyfriend in high school. I didn't even really know him before I started dating him. I had heard about his reputation, which wasn't exactly the best in the world. I think that it was the best decision i ever made in my life. I thought about saying no and avoiding him because I had heard he was into drugs and was just a "player," but when I started talking to him and really started to get to know him, I realized he had grown up and truly was over his drug phase and had successfully given up anything like that. When he met me, he quit drinking and doing all those drugs. I never asked him to, but I did come straight out and tell him that people who do drugs will never get anywhere near where they could in life because they are wasting their time and money on drugs. He quit all that shortly after we started dating. When we first started dating, I didn't have a clue where it was going, and really didn't care. He was the first boyfriend that I could honestly say that I wouldn't have been completely broken-hearted if we broke up after the first couple of weeks. Before, I was the kind of girl who cried for a week for a guy I had just met and been dating for a couple of days. I felt like I had grown up. It was like, "Life could go on," if we didn't make it to marriage...and here we are. I am married to him and couldn't imagine life without him. I think he made me grow up and put a real life perspective out there for me. He wasn't a, "player,' like everyone said. He was sweet and considerate and just hadn't found a lot of potentially serious relationships. He had dated several people, but just because he didn't stay with someone he didn't want to stay with. It made sense. I had always just stayed with someone until they drove me nuts or they did something to really hurt me, (like cheat,) and he knew he had so many other options and being single wasn't the worst thing in the world. I think what helped us out a lot was the fact that we were so open with what we wanted and what we didn't want. I told him I didn't want someone who is on drugs or someone who thinks he can cheat and get away with it. I was very straight forward and wasn't afraid of what he would think, and he was the same way. I told him that if he ever cheated on me, I would castrate him and he told me that he would beat whoever the guy was and never have anything more to do with me. We were very honest and that was the basis for our relationship. There was definitely lust in our relationship, and there still is, but after we had been dating a while, we realized that there was love there. It wasn't puppy love because it had to develop like any adult love does. I am happily married and want to spend as much time with him as much as I can.

July 17, 2008

How to Apply False Eyelashes

Long eye lashes can make eyes look bigger , fuller and more inviting, but not all of us are blessed with sky-high lashes. Thankfully, modern civilization invented false eyelashes, which come in various styles, colors, and sizes. If you learn how to put them on correctly, no one will ever guess that they're not yours.
1. Trim the lashes. If the lash is wider than your eye , trim one side of it lash by lash.

Optionally, trim the individual lashes to make them look more natural. They should be longer towards the outer corner of the eye, and the lash length should vary slightly

2. Squeeze eyelash glue onto the back of your hand and run the eyelash along it. Blow softly from edge to edge to make the glue a little less runny to apply your lashes 3. Pick the lashes up with tweezers and bring it as close to your natural lash line as possible.
4. Press from end to end and hold until the glue dries (30 seconds to a minute, or sometimes less depending upon the adhesive). This allows the glue to set so that when you lift your fingertips from it, the lashes won't come along for the ride
5. Apply mascara while pressing your finger behind the fake lashes. This will bond the false lashes with yours.(It may be beneficial to use an eyelash curler before applying mascara) 6. Fill any gaps between the false lashes and your natural lash line with eyeliner

*Tips* *Individual lashes are applied in the same way. Trim the lashes so that they vary in length, with the ones towards the outer corner of the eye being longer. When applying them, start in the outer corner and work your way in.

*Remove the lashes before sleeping by using the special remover provided with your lashes. Otherwise, wet a washcloth with warm water and hold it over the lashes to loosen the glue. Petroleum jelly can help with dislodging particularly stubborn lashes. Whatever you do, don't pull too hard, or you might take some of your own lashes off, too!

*Store the lashes in their original packaging, so they do not lose their shape and you can reuse them.

*For a more dramatic effect, apply eyelashes on the bottom of your eyes as well. *Look for black eyelash glue at your local pharmacy or beauty supply store. It makes goofs look like eyeliner. *Go easy on the glue so that it doesn't build up on the false eyelashes or clump up your real eyelashes and leak into your eye. *To avoid using too much glue--take a straight pin and stick it into an old cork. The cork makes it easier to control and provides a handle. Dip the FLAT end of the pin into glue and dab it along the false lashes. *After applying glue to the lashes wait a few moments until the glue starts to set. It sticks better and won't move as much on your eye. The more glue you use the longer you will need to wait. *It only takes a small amount of glue to keep lashes on. Use the cork and pin method above to put a fine line of glue to your lashes. Most glues dry clear *The lash applicators are cumbersome. If any fine adjustments are needed they can be done with fingers or regular tweezers. *Apply the false lashes as close to your natural eye lash line as possible. @Warnings@

If false eyelash glue gets in your eyes, take the eyelashes off and wash your eyes out. After drying the eyelashes, you may be able to apply them again. Use the least amount of glue necessary to avoid accidents. Use clean eye lashes, tweezers and other accessories to avoid contamination Never use someone else's old eye lashes without sanitizing. Theatrical lashes can include glitter or other decorative touches. This glitter can sometimes get into your eyes. For a good tip, apply black eyeliner BEFORE you stick on the lashes. It's easier to handle with when you're done and gives it a clean natural finis

July 11, 2008

* My art work *

cutie kiddies..they call me ate sweety.hehe.. I miss you kids.. My imagination. called '' I'm watchin you'' Mehhhh but it looks diffrent..hehehe i need more practice just copied the original picture from online and paint it .trying ''to be'' a painter lol This is my classmate in college I'm glad she likes the result. Mhee again.... Hmmm this time im trying to be a fairy lol.. Just added whats on my mind and thats the outcome.