December 30, 2008

*Seasons Greetings Everyone*

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone!

May you all have the peace and happiness in Life.

December 22, 2008

*I miss my Family*

I wish I could just fly so I can be with my Family this Christmas... feel so empty inside without seeing them each mornin I woke up and missing those sounds from the surroundings that tingle into my ears..the rooster, the birds, the dogs and the pigs..hahaha...and papa and nanay's voices waking me up just to have my breakfast. Goshh I miss it so badly.. I miss you and love you nanay and papa. Just hope next year we're able to manage everythin and come home. I love you so much my family and Merry Christmassssss to all.... hoh hoh hoh hoh... hehehe muuuuuaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh

December 17, 2008

*Britax Frontier - Forward Facing Car Seat*

Yesterday my boss having a problem with her baby's car seat and I told her there's no problem with that because anytime she can shop online at shopwiki. So she said can you look and find me one that long last and that my baby surely be comfortable while we are traveling so I said yes and I showed this to her and great she like it and so she said she will check online.
This Britax Frontier Forward Facing Car Seat can accommodate from 25-80 pounds and that can be converted to 40-100 pounds belt.
The Britax Frontier combination booster seat offers True Side Impact Protection that grows with your child. It is the highest forward-facing 5-point harness weight capacity seat in the industry featuring True Side Impact Protection, a non-rethread harness and headrest adjustment. The Britax Frontier is also equipped with retractable cup-holders.
It has 8 harness heights and 3 buckles. One-hand headrest and harness adjustment for easy and accurate adjustment and a Rotating soft-touch armrests and the weight: 24 pounds
So you there Mommys that are having problem with your baby car seat This one is really great, comftable and with a good price for your baby's safety and comfort.

November 12, 2008

*Evening Solitude*

When evening shadows fall
And another day is through,
This is the special time
I love to share with you.
You take me in your arms
As the stars begin to shine;
Your kisses are long and deep
Forever I know you'll be mine.
How I love the evenings
The moonlight, the stars and you:
Sharing our hopes and dreams,
Together we'll make them come true

November 11, 2008

* Ballhomes*

Having a family is not that easy. We are always thinking of their safety , clean environment, nice neighbors, peace and a good atmosphere at home. Louisville Real Estate has the perfect home for you. They have all the different floor plans, from cottages to luxery townhomes. They have a perfect environment , safe and quite , nice neighborhood. Consider the ball homes advantages , the locations, right choices, quality, style, convenience, confidence in well-respected homebuilder and continues after closing with extensive warranties and exceptional customer service, the affordability and efficiency. Me , I am dreaming of having a simple home and all of the qualifications that I'm looking for my dream house and etc is in Louisveille real estate. Check Ball home now and I'm sure this is the perfect home for your family.

* Happy Happy Mehhh*

My days went great for me. Today been cleaning and i felt so alive hehehe I don't know why! Maybe someone made me like this hmmm. Yeah! today been cleaning the house and dancing and singing and yessssssssss since christmas is ast approaching sooooo I will be putting on decorations later and beautifying this cuttie house.
I am excited of having a work and excited of facing diffrent people and dealing with them.
Just hoping yeah...! that I won't feel cold that much so I can focus on my work lol.
That's it for now til next time....!tsupp....winky for the safe... :)

*The Veolia Environmental Services*

Nowadays we are having a problem bout our nature. We are having this problem in what we call global warming. Inorder for us to help solve this problem we have Veolia Environmental Services. Doing this will help earth clean and green. So then the next generation will live happily and living with no worries at all. We noticed nowadays that we always experiencing bad climates and typhoons and everything, thats because of the unbalance, the equilibrium. We can make a diffrence. By doing this, so simple, just separate the non-biodegradable materials and biodegradable materials. Veolia Environmental Services are doing the Industrial services , Solid waste , Technical Solutions , Waste to waste energy , Dry Waste and Recycling, Bulky and Construction Waste, Confidential / Security Product Destruction, Liquid/Hazardous Waste, Electronic Waste, Clinical and Quarantine Waste. Don't throw any waste you have at home, separate them all and recycle it and contact Veolia because they have everything for recycling. Check Veolia now for a better understanding. Make earth a clean and green for a better living.

November 10, 2008

*The iLasik*

Mostly people got problem with the eyes. Even the younger people have this problem. It is not easy having eye problem, we can't read or see clearly and it gives us strange feelings. Having eye problem makes the person ill or unbalance in nature , i mean not as like those people who has a clear eye sight because they're having hard time getting or doing what they want to do because of not having a clear sight. LASIK technology utilizes a new state-of-the-art laser, the IntraLase FS. The IntraLase FS allows a cool laser light to pass completely through the corneal surface without potential harm to the outer tissue. The laser light then travels to the exact computer-programmed location within the eye. The cornea is gently reshaped according to the surgeon's specifications for accurate vision correction.
Here are some LASIK information :
iLASIK is painless and fast - the creation of the flap takes about 10 minutes for both eyes. You will receive a mild sedative to help you relax, but you will remain alert and comfortable during the procedure.iLASIK corrects or greatly improves three common refractive errors in vision: myopia (nearsightedness), hyperopia (farsightedness) and astigmatism (irregular curvature of the cornea). In each of these conditions, light entering the eye through the cornea and lens fails to focus properly on the back of the eye, called the retina. The result is blurred vision. iLASIk reshapes the cornea and restores good eyesight without the need for glasses or contact lenses. This is the very best thing to do for you to see the world with a clear vision. I would love to try this too because my hubby got problem with his eyes too so will try and contact ilasik for more information. You there too! don't wait too long co's our eyes can make us more happier than ever. Check ilasik now...!

November 09, 2008

*Yesterday was a Great day for me* was a great day for me because first I got my visa next , we found an asian shop near to our house, third we found out that we have a balik-bayan box here and lastly , i have 3 choices of work opportunity. Happy that I got my visa atlast because i really wanted to work and have my own savings and money and so I can do whatever I want to. Happy that know now that there's blaik-bayan box here because I wanted to send some things for my family, awwwwwwwwwwww my filipino food....hahahaha...i miss my pinoy food so much and It made my day yesterday and we did went there to grab a trolly..hahaha and go go go go pick pick pick...hahaha...i have everything that i need now except that walis tambo hahaha..cos i dont like their vacuum sweeper here grrrr... Thank you God for really made me happy. It brightens my day everyday thinking always of a great future ahead of me as long as I'll strive hard to make all my dreams come true.

*Ipod that everyone's lovin it*

Are you looking for a great entertainment like when your alone or you're traveling for long or when you felt like u want to hear something sweet to your ears? Or are you looking for a gift for your love ones as your christmas gifts for them? Here's the solution to your problem, the apple ipod. On that site you can find anything that you want for a good price. Ipod !you have anything what u need there. You looking for a nano ipod , ipod touch, ipod classic , ipod shuffle and the latest one is the Iphone. If you're looking for the accesories for your toy , you can find it there too
An ipod is a device where you can store all your music and videos that you like. Capacity, design, good screen, Cover Flow,use of album art, high-quality video support, great games, sound quality, support for lossless audio, integrated podcast features. It's handy and it's easy to use. You can shuffle , repeat your music and put a picture on the track and the lyrics.
Because I am I bought one for myself too. Thank you hubby for spoiling me! So what are you waiting for... this is a good solution to your problem click the link and check it out and you will be amazed.

November 04, 2008

My own Pork Calderita

The ingredients
1.) Slice minced of onions and garlic
2.) Pork cubes
3.) Curry powder 4.) Salt
5.) Evaporated Milk
6.) Baby corn
7.) Carrots
8.) Peas 9.) Potatos 10.) Vegetable Oil

1.) Prepare the ingredients. a diced of pork meat, potato cubes , thin sliced of carrots, peas , garlic and onions. Half a teaspon of curry powder or that will depend on how much u going to make for the family. \increase the ingredients.the milk and a pinch of salt or til the taste is perfect for ur taste buds.

2.) Turn on the fire and put the casserole in a medium gas fire. Pour a little oil and let it heat for 2 minutes an put in the garlic and next is the onions. Keep it til gets golden brown.
2.) wash the pork cubes and stir it til its golden brown and cover it for about 2 minutes.
3.) Next is the potatos and the baby corn and leave it for another 2 minutes.
4.) Add the seasoning, the salt , the mamasita calderita and stir it.
5.) Poor a glass of water to cook the meat, potatoes and the sweet corn.
6.) Cover for bout 30 minutes
7.) Add the carrots and the peas. 8. )Cover and wait for about 30 minutes or til it cooked.
9.) Add the milk and cover for 5 minutes
and ready to serve.

November 01, 2008

What was the scariest movie you saw as a child?

When I was a kid I remember me and my sisters watching this scariest movie I've ever seen it is called Shake rattle and roll. This monster is hiding of an oak tree and he build a house there. When someone's coming especially a kid, it smells so good for him and he will keep sneaking around and follow the kid and he then come out and get that kid. The sound makes me so scared. Imagine the sound like when a snake hunting for food and the shadows and the tress moving like they have life. I suddenly jumped up on my chair because of the loud noise from the television and that time i was so scared. After thatmovie, I never watched horror movies ever again not til I'm in highschool that I am able to understand that it's only a movie and it's not real.
That's the most scarry movie I've ever seen when I was a kid. So that's the end of my story..til then..!Happy Holloween everbody..!

October 30, 2008

Pinoy channels

April , that's the month I arrived to my second country and I've been missing my favorite shows on television. My pinoy soaps and wowowee and so on and so forth. So I've been searching online on where I can watch it for free. Just found youtube and the other channel and i was so happy because atlast I can watch then! but then sad to say that it was just a clips grrrr cos I need to pay every month. So I've search more and I've seen this pinoychannel tv that I wanted so much. Now atlast I can watch any program from abs-cbn or any channel that I want to watch anytime I want. Pinoy channel tv is like youtube and other video sites for tv programs. All you need to do is just go to pinoychannel tv and there you can watch anything you want it. Don't worry about all the episodes that you've missed. All you need to do is type in the title that you want to watch on the search bar and click go and there all episodes with dates on the list. The good thing of this pinoychannel tv is they always upload new sops everyday I mean the continuetion of the sops you've been wanting to watch it always like dyosa, iisa pa lamang , i love betty la fea and more. these are the categories available in TV Series Comedy Music Videos Video Karaoke Sports Entertainment Movies Documentation News & Politics Pets and animals Cartoon & Animations How To's Travel & Places You have anything you want there so go and check it out. Ejoy watching...

October 29, 2008

How to have a natural beauty

It’s an age-old belief that natural beauty is the best kind of beauty. Over the years, it seems some women (‘cake faces’, as I’ve heard them being called) have forgotten all about it. There are ways you can look laid-back, but still gorgeous, in makeup. It doesn’t take much effort, but it does take a little bit of smarts
1. Hair
How does one make her loose, flowing hair look kempt and maintained? The secret is to not use much product at all. If your hair is fine and thin, use a volumizing mousse to give it a little bit of lift. After you wash your hair, towel-dry it to get rid of excess water. Then fill your palm with mousse and run it through your hair, making sure to get the ends. Feel free to use more if needed. Then blow-dry your hair until it’s completely dry. Don’t comb it, though. If you have to, use your fingers and run them through your hair as you’re blow-drying. For an extra boost, flip your head over and blow dry. If you want to soften the ends of your hair, use a round-barrelled brush and brush your hair either in or out for a tousled look.If you have thick or hard to manage hair, calm it down by using a styling product (cream is usually the best choice). Use your fingers to work it through just-washed damp hair. The best way for it to set is to let it air-dry. If you use a blow dryer you may be risking having it frizz up.
2. Skin
It can get burdensome wearing foundation everywhere, but the great thing is it’s up to you! If you lean more toward the no-makeup side, then stick with what you know. All you have to do is dab a little bit of powder over your t-zone (forehead, nose, chin) to eliminate shine and get on your way. If you prefer to go the makeup route, use a light foundation. These days many foundations are made to look transparent and more natural. So blend a bit of concealer under your eyes and on unevenly coloured spots. Then apply sheer foundation or tinted moisturizer on your face. Be sure not to cover your face in one big layer; only apply the product to where you think you need it most and blend it very, very well into your skin. Another alternative is using a tinted moisturizer. This way, you’re only using one product instead of two (moisturizer as well as foundation).
3. Lips
For the most natural looking lips, don’t go with your natural lip colour as you see it right now in the mirror. They look better when you give them a slightly flushed tinge. It’s your real lip colour, with a little something extra. The key here is to steer clear of a lip gloss. Yes, that’s right, even clear lip gloss! Lip glosses are designed to make your lips look super shiny, an effect that doesn’t look at all natural, even if it’s a clear gloss. That’s why you should look for a tinted lip balm or tinted lipstick to match the natural colour of your own lips.
4. Eyes
Don’t use the multi-faceted five different colours of eye makeup method if you want to look natural. And skip the liquid eyeliner, too, unless you’re using it on your bottom lids in one very thin line. The key to keeping your eyes natural looking and gorgeous is embracing the concept of less is more. Think of the one eye makeup product you can’t live without. Is it that brown liquid shadow? Or the black eyeliner? Use whatever it is…and smudge it. Once the colour is smudged, it’ll look less harsh and more natural. Remember not to overload! You want to enhance your features, not hide them.
...natural is best
When you put a fresh face forward, it projects the image that you’re comfortable with yourself and your looks, and that you don’t need to hide behind a layer of makeup. It exudes confidence and you’ll look well put-together and self-assured. Just remember to wear your last essential accessory — that killer smile. ;)

My Autumn Feelings

I came from a very hot country and now I am in a very cold area in Great Britain. My first day here was grrrrrrrrrrr so's cos when I stepped out from the airport I've felt the coldness and gives me shiver , but then now that it's autum ohh my gosh it is very cold for me and it makes me want to come home to my very own country Philippines. Been thinking this isn't yet a Winter..! how much more when it's winter time..?it wouldn't give me chill anymore cos i will be shaken to the the max maybe if no heater's on hehehe. So thankz heater for makin me warmer. Hope that on my next winter or autumn time here wont be that bad as what I've felt right now.

5 Steps To A Perfect Body

Nobody is perfect on the outside and some flaws, no matter how hard we try, cannot be hidden for an eternity from prying eyes, especially if you're a movie or music star, permanently under the media lens. But do not despair: there are always other ways of 'correcting' what nature did injustice to, thanks to modern science!Let us not fool ourselves with such trifles as 'what's on the inside really matters'! Even those who really believe this to be true (fortunately, there still are many idealists out there) place a lot of importance on being the person the others want to see. Why shouldn't that be the golden rule in Hollywood, a world within itself, where image is what most matters?If, by chance, you are on your way to stardom or decided to get there whatever the cost, we proudly present to you the easy guide to a perfect Hollywood body, stressing out which bodily parts require most
your attention. And we thought of starting, naturally, from the top and gradually work our way down, while enumerating the top five must-haves.
1. Beautiful face
Nobody wants to look at a woman and see a potato-like deformed mass in the middle of her face but, still, some celebrities were unfortunate enough as to not be born with the perfect stereotype kind of nose. And, yet, that didn't stop them from getting it. Otherwise, what would have been the point of plastic surgery?
2. Long, overflowing hair
3. Boobs
Hahaha...!yeah..most men do look for that and that we cant deny it..and most women that can afford to have a surgery..! why not? go for it..but for me I still do matter my inner self because thats the most import.
4. Little or no body fat
Hmmm this sounds annoying to me hehehe it's because I'd love to gain weights lol even just a little because i dont like my body like this, it makes me think im ill and i'm too skinny i think.
A little would be great for me.
5. A healthy diet and a good exercise
Perfect...wink.. ;)

October 28, 2008

Josh Ethan a clever boy

Josh Ethan is a 4 months old. Him and her mother had always time to be with each others arms and been playing and watching tv together. Whe her mum start to do her fav thing on computer , she will then put josh in his chair and josh will then start to cry to get his mums attention and it's because he dont want to be on his chair sitting there.
Whe his mum got somethen like a bar snack and she going to eat it , Josh be looking at her and he opened his mouth too lol.. when his mum trying to ignore him he will then grab his mums hair or slap her on her mouth hahaha..
Whe it's tv time his mum plays einstien and he loves it very clever because when the movie start to end knowing that he's alone watching, he will then start to cry out loud so they will notice that the movie's bout to finish..hehehe isn't he that clever..
This one theyr talking to me online and look at Josh he's looking on the screen too trying to communicate to me.
They always have time for Josh that makes Josh very happy and a smart baby.
When you always give time to your baby he/she will know or feel that she/he's the most important thing in the world and that will build a strong and a happy family

October 27, 2008

bad habits

do you think that bad habits are hard to get rid of? I believe that if we as people want to move forward to a better life and a fulfilling one, we have to get rid of bad habits and ways that will keep us down. We have to make choices and the choices that we make at the end should make us a better person and make our lives better . We have to be determine and consistent, whatever habits that is constantly keeping us down we have to work hard to get rid of it. And finally surrender our will and our ways to the Lord, and he will purge us from whatever bad habit that is keeping us down, and never look back there again but move forward. Thats the way we are going to succeed.

October 19, 2008

Hair disasters

I have had a few over my life time.. I once thought it would be fun to color my hair.. Instead of seeking out the help of a professional for my "first time"I purchased a boxed dye at a local store.. My hair came out the funkiest shade of orange and I hated it.. Not only was the color bad but I missed a few spots and it was quite noticable! I ended up having to pay a lot of money to have it redone at a salon to my as close to my natural color as possible.. Another time I began very frustrated of my long hair on a hot summer's day.. I decided at that moment I would cut it all off.. I went to a hair dresser and requested a very short bob cut... I think my biggest mistake was making the decision out of frustration and making such a drastic decision.. I hated the new hair cut and it took forever to grow back.. Have you made some bad mistakes and decisions with your hair?

October 12, 2008

Have you ever thank your mom and dad? Here's your chance

In the midst of all the goofiness of the past weeks, something came up. I remember my mom and dad. Or my "mama and papa" as i call them. It's not mother's or father's day. It's not even their birthday. But whatever the occasion is, it's never bad to tell my mom and dad how much I love them. But i guess, I am usually hindered by the awkward thoughts and feeling that I might feel with the idea of saying "I love you" to them personally. I know there are times that they are very much frustrated about me - all because I didn't listen to them. And in as much as I am an advocate of independent choices, such choices do not come from a vacuum. The wisdom of parents does not come from what they tell you point-black. I learned to read between the lines and understand that my parents' choices are always made out of love. Thank you Mama and Papa, I won't let you down.

October 11, 2008

My Foreign Land

When I was a kid I've seen many places in magazines or in my books and been dreaming and asking myself how far is it to travel. I have been dreaming of going to those places and thinking that the people who lives there are so nice and fruitful and I am dreaming of going to those places one day. Now here I am to a foreign land with a new life , new people , diffrent culture and traditions , diffrent environment and diffrent food. At first I am excited and at the same time I'm getting on my nerve it's because I've been thinking of what will happen to me here and that if i can survive with this crazy weather like! My first day here was so grrr..cos it's freezin and all i think of is my family that i left behind but yes they're here in my heart still and will always be. The next few days getting harder because I am always trying to be polite to anyone that I've met and chat with because I don't want to offend them in any means because we are diffrent! have diffrent cultures and beliefs and etc Then by the next day in the morning I am half awake and I called mom and ask what time is it but by then I've realised that I am not in my own country and I cried because I miss my nanay and my family. (unfinished business..hehe)

September 26, 2008

Christmas Decorating Tips

5 Ideas have a nice christmas tree
Christmas is fast approaching and it’s that time of year where we all go a bit mad decorating our homes to bring some festive cheer to the long winter nights. Putting up the Christmas decorations is an annual ritual that can be a lot of fun and brings all the family together – especially if you’ve got children. Kids love to help out decorating the tree, whilst getting all excited about the magical promise of the big day. If you’re looking for some inspiration, here are some handy tips and ideas to help you introduce seasonal warmth and Christmas spirit into your home décor
1 . Choose your tree! A Christmas tree is the centerpiece of your holiday décor and really adds to the ambiance. Artificial Christmas trees have a number of advantages over natural ones. They are considered better for the environment, as they can be reused year after year. They don’t shed messy needles onto your floor, and don’t require watering. There are also no problems transporting an artificial tree or getting it stuck in a narrow doorway, as artificial trees are designed to fold up compactly for easy storage. Christmas trees come in a variety of sizes – choose the best position for your tree, somewhere where it’s not going to be in the way or get walked into, and select the size according to the space available. Then decide whether you want an unlit tree, which gives you the freedom to decorate it how you like, or a prelit tree. Prelit Christmas trees come ready-strung with clear or colored lights – saving you the hassle of untangling last year’s lights.
2 .Hang wreaths – but don’t just focus on your front door. Christmas wreaths can instantly add festive cheer to any room. For example, you could try hanging a wreath in a window, in your hallway or landing, on a kitchen cupboard or even on the bathroom door!
3 .Garlands are another easy decorating idea and can be strewn anywhere you like throughout your home - be creative! Ideas include wrapping garlands around banisters or curtain rails, or draping them over picture frames, shelves, clocks and mantelpieces. You could even hang a garland on the headboard of your bed. Have a look round your home and you’re sure to spot some places that could be livened up with a garland!
4 .Lights are not just for the tree. Strings of Christmas lights can be strung up inside your windows to add sparkle to your whole neighbourhood and create a welcoming impression for visitors. You could also hang lights along the tops of walls or along shelves. Twinkling lights add a magical touch to your décor and can look really pretty on a dark winter’s day.
5 .Add scent. Our sense of smell is very powerful and Christmassy aromas can evoke wonderful happy memories and a feeling of contentedness. Lay out decorative bowls of potpourri and candles scented with cinnamon, orange, nutmeg or ginger. Or keep the kids occupied with making pomanders – oranges covered in cloves. Bake mince pies and make mulled wine to produce a lovely enticing aroma to welcome your guests.
Your Christmas décor will be unique and is a special part of your family’s Christmas, so enjoy the whole experience of decorating your home as much as you enjoy the rest of the holiday season.

September 18, 2008

The power of love

This video meant alot to me. If there is love in our hearts then it's not that difficult for us to '' To Foget and to Forgive''.

Life's too short to be cruel so give all the love in the world.

I would like you to do me a fav. get your earpiece and connect it to your speaker and feel the tune of this music and tell me how do you feel..ok..!


September 15, 2008

That's the way it is

If there is what we call ''True Love '' then there is Hope


Love's gonna conquer it all....!

Love comes to those who believe it and ...


September 14, 2008

How to Get Your Eyelashes to Look Perfect

Do you want to know how make your eyelashes look luscious? Read this article to find out how to make your eyelashes longer and stronger. Want to get perfect lashes? Mascara alone just won't do.
Try this Steps
1. The night before you put on any mascara, get a dab of Vaseline on your fingers and rub it smoothly into your eyelashes. This may sound crazy, but it works.

2. Wipe off all the Vaseline with a warm, wet washcloth in the morning.

3. Use an eyelash curler if you want -- however, curlers may make your eyelashes fall out.

4. Apply your mascara. Look up and use the brush to get all the way to the roots and the tips. Wiggle your mascara brush from the base of your eyelashes up to make them look fuller and longer.

5. Use a lash comb to separate the lashes and remove any clumps 6. At the end of the day, always wipe off any makeup you have had on. Leaving make-up on may cause infections and could cause your eyelashes to fall out.

Tips to have a stunning lashes

* Clear mascara works great because it never clumps. If you have long lashes, it's great, because instead of the black getting on your face if clear gets on your face no one will know. Clear mascara is also great if you're young or a beginner at using mascara. If you accidentally bump your face it won't show.

* Use Vaseline to rub on your lashes to make them stronger.

* Eating things like fish and milk make your eyelashes stronger.

* Avoid bumping your face with the mascara brush. The mascara is always hard to get off.

* Thinner natural looking false lashes can look great for everyday wear if you normally have thin or short lashes. Stay away from the Halloween costume extremely long and fake looking ones.

August 24, 2008

Which family member do you consult most if you have a problem

In a family we have people we are close to very much. This is somebody that you will tell anything that affects and you would feel good about it. But you are also sure that your problem will be solved. But there are those that you might not even attempt to explain anything happening to you. They say that most ladies would talk talk their mothers, but I have come to realized that boys really approached their mothers freely when in trouble than there fathers and anyother persons. Whom do you approach when having a problem.

August 18, 2008

Face or Body?

What do you think is more important in being beautiful, a beautiful face or beautiful body? I feel that our culture today emphasizes a perfect figure much more than when modesty was still important, and beautiful faces today don't get much attention unless they come with a beautiful body as well...maybe I'm wrong though. Also, I often feel that men care more about the body than the face, thought maybe that is just personal preference as well. What do you think?

August 10, 2008


Whispers breeze fluttering by an satin lies told when young ,
Each day was on tickles and hugs of gentle moments in the sun
these are things that memory brings when sitting alone drinking in that last memory, savoring it's purity, rolling it around your teeth cross velvet tongues and ruby lip spraying that this memory would never end fallen
Enthralled maybe comatose towards a brief of hellish days and nights which do blend, ascend and transcend normal only to have memory rescind my lonely trend and disavow my longing
sweet memoryof the past things driving me towards an insane end

August 09, 2008

Aspirin Mask

Have any of you tried the aspirin mask? Aspirin is a beta-hydroxy acid (BHA), a salicylic acid, just like in most acne clearing products out there. Its incredibly deep cleaning. There are also so many recipes for it, but here is the one I use: 01. Two or more crushed inexpensive aspirin tablets 02. Few drops of water or honey, not too much... you dont want it real watery at all. - put it all over your face, it should be of grainy texture.. & honey helps a lot. -wait~15 or so minutes or until it starts kind of flaking off. - wash it off. the little bits of the tablet act as exfoliators. & that's it! People tweak it for their skin type. ie: yogurt, aloe vera, etc. It can help with oiliness, breakouts, blemishes, etc... and my leaves skin very smooth. Though its not recommended more than~three times a week... its a bit drying, so you should moisturize after... Not for everyone, since some people are allergic to aspirin.

July 29, 2008

Do you go out in your house without lipstick?

I had a lady neighbor. She is 50 years old now but she look young on her age. SHe loves wearing lipstick in red color. She always have lipstick on when she is out in the house even though she will just visit next to their house. I sometimes ask her if can she go out without it. She said its just part of her grooming. Can we not groom ourselves without lipstick? Oh i will just have lipstick on if i will go to a party and dating and i want it just light color not as red as blood.

July 20, 2008

*My Experience here in Great Britain*

My first day was really great even though it's cold. Jetlag and everything. I've met all my hubby's friends and family and I'm glad they all like me and everythen's fine with our conversation. They're able to understand me and mehhh I was able too understand them to but not if they'll talked welsh..and when they'll talked fast..hmmmm. The next few days, I go out for a walk and to enhale fresh air co's i feel exhausted inside the house especially when the heater's on. I passed by to our neighbor's house, I've seen kids playing on their front yard. They're looking at me til I passed them and I noticed that and so I stopped and say hi and trying to make friends with them and I'm giggling co's they're so cute. They smiled back and talked to me for a bit and me I have my camera n my hand co's that time I am taking photographs at the same time so I asked them if they would like to pose for me and so they did. I was happy that time cos I felt like I am so welcome in my new place. The day after in the morning, we go out to buy food and for my stuff, then suddenly the father of the kids wave to my husband and he's trying to stop us, I thought he will just welcome me but sad to say I've heard a bad news. He told my husband that i did took a photograph and his wife wants me to delete the photograph that i took from the kids or else she will call a police. Shocks me so much and I said WHAT.. is that bad I am living here and I am not a gangster. So just deleted the pic and showed it to his face and said what the hell's going on with that woman. I felt like hmmm this isnt good. I am so embarassed and grrrrrrrrrrrrr I dont know what to think! It's unbelievable!There's nothen wrong with what I did. So I just let it go cos I dont want to create any mess in the name of my husband. So that's the terrible experince I got few days ago. Well! if she's planning to degrade me or treat me like a piece of a shit.. well then she better try me.. and I've seen her looking at me from head to toe.. she better watch out. Even if I am in diffrent race I have the right to stand and fight and hell yeah dont ever dare to cross me cos she will get what she want it and I can have money then for doing that to me.sue her for racism..hehehe... ok... til the next story...Tara...!

July 18, 2008

Falling In Love

How many of you believe in love at first site? Do you believe in lust is needed first? Personally, I think that you need to know the person, (like friends first,) before you can have love. Or, if you just met the person, (like at a bar,) then, lust is needed first. If you don't have physical attraction, then a relationship would not be able to be formed. I met my boyfriend in high school. I didn't even really know him before I started dating him. I had heard about his reputation, which wasn't exactly the best in the world. I think that it was the best decision i ever made in my life. I thought about saying no and avoiding him because I had heard he was into drugs and was just a "player," but when I started talking to him and really started to get to know him, I realized he had grown up and truly was over his drug phase and had successfully given up anything like that. When he met me, he quit drinking and doing all those drugs. I never asked him to, but I did come straight out and tell him that people who do drugs will never get anywhere near where they could in life because they are wasting their time and money on drugs. He quit all that shortly after we started dating. When we first started dating, I didn't have a clue where it was going, and really didn't care. He was the first boyfriend that I could honestly say that I wouldn't have been completely broken-hearted if we broke up after the first couple of weeks. Before, I was the kind of girl who cried for a week for a guy I had just met and been dating for a couple of days. I felt like I had grown up. It was like, "Life could go on," if we didn't make it to marriage...and here we are. I am married to him and couldn't imagine life without him. I think he made me grow up and put a real life perspective out there for me. He wasn't a, "player,' like everyone said. He was sweet and considerate and just hadn't found a lot of potentially serious relationships. He had dated several people, but just because he didn't stay with someone he didn't want to stay with. It made sense. I had always just stayed with someone until they drove me nuts or they did something to really hurt me, (like cheat,) and he knew he had so many other options and being single wasn't the worst thing in the world. I think what helped us out a lot was the fact that we were so open with what we wanted and what we didn't want. I told him I didn't want someone who is on drugs or someone who thinks he can cheat and get away with it. I was very straight forward and wasn't afraid of what he would think, and he was the same way. I told him that if he ever cheated on me, I would castrate him and he told me that he would beat whoever the guy was and never have anything more to do with me. We were very honest and that was the basis for our relationship. There was definitely lust in our relationship, and there still is, but after we had been dating a while, we realized that there was love there. It wasn't puppy love because it had to develop like any adult love does. I am happily married and want to spend as much time with him as much as I can.

July 17, 2008

How to Apply False Eyelashes

Long eye lashes can make eyes look bigger , fuller and more inviting, but not all of us are blessed with sky-high lashes. Thankfully, modern civilization invented false eyelashes, which come in various styles, colors, and sizes. If you learn how to put them on correctly, no one will ever guess that they're not yours.
1. Trim the lashes. If the lash is wider than your eye , trim one side of it lash by lash.

Optionally, trim the individual lashes to make them look more natural. They should be longer towards the outer corner of the eye, and the lash length should vary slightly

2. Squeeze eyelash glue onto the back of your hand and run the eyelash along it. Blow softly from edge to edge to make the glue a little less runny to apply your lashes 3. Pick the lashes up with tweezers and bring it as close to your natural lash line as possible.
4. Press from end to end and hold until the glue dries (30 seconds to a minute, or sometimes less depending upon the adhesive). This allows the glue to set so that when you lift your fingertips from it, the lashes won't come along for the ride
5. Apply mascara while pressing your finger behind the fake lashes. This will bond the false lashes with yours.(It may be beneficial to use an eyelash curler before applying mascara) 6. Fill any gaps between the false lashes and your natural lash line with eyeliner

*Tips* *Individual lashes are applied in the same way. Trim the lashes so that they vary in length, with the ones towards the outer corner of the eye being longer. When applying them, start in the outer corner and work your way in.

*Remove the lashes before sleeping by using the special remover provided with your lashes. Otherwise, wet a washcloth with warm water and hold it over the lashes to loosen the glue. Petroleum jelly can help with dislodging particularly stubborn lashes. Whatever you do, don't pull too hard, or you might take some of your own lashes off, too!

*Store the lashes in their original packaging, so they do not lose their shape and you can reuse them.

*For a more dramatic effect, apply eyelashes on the bottom of your eyes as well. *Look for black eyelash glue at your local pharmacy or beauty supply store. It makes goofs look like eyeliner. *Go easy on the glue so that it doesn't build up on the false eyelashes or clump up your real eyelashes and leak into your eye. *To avoid using too much glue--take a straight pin and stick it into an old cork. The cork makes it easier to control and provides a handle. Dip the FLAT end of the pin into glue and dab it along the false lashes. *After applying glue to the lashes wait a few moments until the glue starts to set. It sticks better and won't move as much on your eye. The more glue you use the longer you will need to wait. *It only takes a small amount of glue to keep lashes on. Use the cork and pin method above to put a fine line of glue to your lashes. Most glues dry clear *The lash applicators are cumbersome. If any fine adjustments are needed they can be done with fingers or regular tweezers. *Apply the false lashes as close to your natural eye lash line as possible. @Warnings@

If false eyelash glue gets in your eyes, take the eyelashes off and wash your eyes out. After drying the eyelashes, you may be able to apply them again. Use the least amount of glue necessary to avoid accidents. Use clean eye lashes, tweezers and other accessories to avoid contamination Never use someone else's old eye lashes without sanitizing. Theatrical lashes can include glitter or other decorative touches. This glitter can sometimes get into your eyes. For a good tip, apply black eyeliner BEFORE you stick on the lashes. It's easier to handle with when you're done and gives it a clean natural finis

July 11, 2008

* My art work *

cutie kiddies..they call me ate sweety.hehe.. I miss you kids.. My imagination. called '' I'm watchin you'' Mehhhh but it looks diffrent..hehehe i need more practice just copied the original picture from online and paint it .trying ''to be'' a painter lol This is my classmate in college I'm glad she likes the result. Mhee again.... Hmmm this time im trying to be a fairy lol.. Just added whats on my mind and thats the outcome.